raaj: [ff7] cloud & aerith on the gondola (Default)
I think I'm kind of intimidated because I want to make changes everywhere. In my job performance, my lifestyle, my relationships. And I think "But I'll probably fall short somewhere, and I won't be happy about it."

But then I think, "Won't I be happy I did something?"

That's the thought I'm trying to hold onto. Even half-change is change.

Also, WOW is my body making me twitch tonight.
raaj: [ff7] cloud attempts to make zack stay still. (you STAY there.)
I'm so frustrated with roleplaying.

And plurk.

Not sure which is frustrating me more. Though on the roleplaying front, it's mostly my fault. Focus is not being a strong suit here and it's not doing anyone favors.
raaj: (head in the clouds)
This has been on my mind since the ride home from the concert, so now I'm going ahead and writing a little blow-by-blow of the night. I attended the concert at Powell Hall in St. Louis, Missouri, which is a pretty classy place even if something about the aisles made me keep thinking I'd fall as I walked up them. (Maybe I have some sort of height thing, dunno.) In the hall was a giant projector screen which showed graphics from the various games as they played. The conductor was Arnie Roth, don't know anything about him but he was a conversationalist with a little bit of humor and kept the program running smoothly.

Since it was the Saturday show, we missed out on Friday's Liberi Fatali, J-E-N-O-V-A, and Melodies of Life. Sad, but the selection on Saturday had songs I wouldn't have traded for Friday's either. (Hello, Aerith's theme.)

the blow-by-blow )

Looks like they only have three shows left, from their website--I'm really glad I caught it.
raaj: [ff7] cloud & aerith on the gondola (Default)
I got to the two job fairs today, even though there were some...interesting developments. My friend's car battery died briefly and we tried going to a third that had been online the day before but then--mysteriously vanished? And there was nothing at the place. Weirdness. But applications were filled out, resumes handed in, etc., so it feels good.

My to-do listing system is working for me so far and today has been a day of lovely feelings in rp. It seems like I'm constantly relearning not to bag on myself and just keep moving forward--who else is judging me, really? No one that I know of.
raaj: (kittens)


All but one present wrapped... and that's probably the best wrapped one XD

About to go off for family gift-giving! Literally no one asked what I wanted for Christmas this year...so it makes me wonder a lot what I'm going to get.
raaj: [ff7] cloud attempts to make zack stay still. (you STAY there.)
Making up fake languages in forum discussions: probably not funny to anyone except myself.

...but I find it hilarious :D

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